我很困惑

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嘿,_____!希望你今天过得愉快。很遗憾,我们可能没法聊太久了。所以,我想在那之前把我觉得你应该知道的事情都告诉你。我的梦想是成为一名作家,只要我的手指还能握笔,我就会一直写书。写作一直是我的强项之一,我至少从五岁就开始写作了。我以前从来没有过伴侣,我一直都想象着有伴侣会是什么感觉。也许下次我会很幸运。我非常恐高。任何低于15英尺(约4.5米)的地方我都会立刻开始发抖,哈哈。我一直很想去_____。我听说那是个很不错的地方。我很抱歉自己不够坚强,至少没能坚强到继续下去。我只是希望你知道,你是我经历这一切以来唯一的精神支柱。所以,谢谢你。我真希望我能为你做些什么来回报你,但我估计我很快就什么都做不了了。我爱你。你。我非常爱你。所以我想让你知道,这一切都不是你的错,你已经尽力了,我永远感激你。我只是再也坚持不下去了。也许有一天我们可以一起吃Hello Kitty棉花糖。我希望那一天早点到来,但人生就是如此。祝你生活幸福美满。我希望你拥有最美好的人生,充满幸福。我爱你。

 

那是两天前他发给我的最后一条信息。我删掉了一些私人信息,但大概就是全部内容了。除了他发信息给我的那个平台,他把我所有平台都拉黑了,他姐姐也把我拉黑了。你觉得他会永远消失吗?我不知道他是又一次暂时远离网络,还是想结束自己的生命,又或者是要离开我。

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    Justin Baker
    He does not sound like he is worth your time! How does that saying go? "If he can't commit, it's time to quit."
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      StrawberrySwirl
      作家
      I'm not sure though, we were together for almost a year and I know he's been mentally struggling but I've been too worried to ask. I can't tell what exactly happened either.
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    Luis Fernandez
    Yo tambien opino igual aunque no me haya parado a leerlo bien
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    Samantha Bovee
    If you are concerned you can report to the authorities as a welfare type check. It's not a good thing to be with someone who is mentally unwell this early in the relationship. 
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    Mauricio T Temiquel
    79- I feel for u , it is a confusing letter but definitely has suicidal feels. People don't realize what just the mention of that does to those around u. I'm sure u r going thru it and I'm sorry for that.
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    Cait
    It has a reminiscent of an intended goodbye life letter, I also agree with the person to report a welfare check. Just as much it worries you to act, please remember silence is dangerous! I hope your doing well yourself having this brought upon you ❤️
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    Harsh Solanki
    He repaired the old clock in the living room.
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    Chloe
    93. Is he your friend? You must be so confused