To be more social

I am in recovery from heroin. Been sober since December 11, 2020 butlastJanuarymy husbandrelapsedandis now in jail. I have a good job.  I work 50hrs a week. My son will be 16 but he's only with me on weekends & I'm active In my church but I have anxiety so I'd rather just stay home.  I need to fund ways to be productive wout having to go out alot  not to mention I'm broke trying to survive on my own